Oh friends, the uncertainty of not knowing if I will get a job before the end of the year is really frustrating. See, I am still working for my company until the end of the year. Then, my severance kicks in. Trust me, I know I am fortunate to work for a company that is generous with their separation policies. I have had no complaints so far (other than, you know, being laid off in the first place!). This really is a good opportunity to find new challenges. I’ve interviewed for a few positions and am waiting to hear on a few, one in particular is extremely appealling to me. I REALLY want it. I would kick butt at it. I am just waiting and waiting to hear the next move. It’s not fun.
It’s hard to gear up for the holidays right now. Our house is decorated and it’s lovely. We are going to the Mall of America tonight to see Santa and that is always a great time. Did you know the REAL Santa is at the Mall of America? He sure is. 
I have bought just a few presents so far. It’s so hard to buy when things are so uncertain. Yet, it’s not fair to the kids either. It’ll work out, it’s just hard to not think about it all the time. I know when I look back at this experience I will be grateful for it. Whatever happens next will be a new chapter and I am looking forward to it.
I just wish I knew already.
Sorry about that uncertainty, Suz. I know all too well how much it sucks. But, at the same time, think about how cool it is to be “out there.” …And to have people asking you to interview for work. When you think about it, it really is a big compliment, isn’t it?
Also remember how much uncertainty sucks at your next job when you’re given a really boring, mundane task…